Friday, October 30, 2009

my happy ending

I’m staring the stars, wondering how many it is
Is it millions, billions, or trillions?
It's countless
It's equal with how much U love me

i see myself in the puddle
look to the man that U've been shaped for almost 25 years
U are creating Ur masterpiece inside of me
but it hasn’t finished yet

my characters, my talents, even my weaknesses
U are still shaping all of it until now
good or bad, best or even worse
U allows all of them happen in my life

My heart is full of scars
reflects all the bad experience i've been through
My faith is tortured
by the worst case scenario that happened, uninvited

Sometimes i run from U
question why this is happening to me
but in the end, i always realize
that i find nothing outside Your grace

"let Ur will happens, not mine"
It's the hardest lesson, Dad
but U gives me the strength to do that
every morning, I’m flooded by Your grace

i will let U become the painter of my life
to finish Ur masterpiece inside of me
by the time when U finish Ur masterpiece painting
U and me will see it together

a happy ending painting =)