Have you ever had self doubts and fears? Fears of failure, of success, of change, etc...? They can sabotage you and it's your own doing. I've been having this inner battle with sharing my writing on another level .. Despite myself, things are falling into place for a joint venture to possibly put together a book of poetry along with another's wonderful photo's. I have lots of support from the outside; it's my inside that holds me back.... "am I good enough?", "am I worthy?" , the "should I's?"..... I was away at a kind of a Spiritual Retreat this past weekend and was given even more positive reinforcement on this potential venture.... After I attended a workshop on Friday night, I couldn't go to sleep so I sat on the porch to meditate. It wasn't long before I had to find pen and paper..... So here goes another one.....
Guardian Angels
Of Love and Light and Spirit be
Forever fighting to be free
Guardian Angels guide me tonight
The Light of Hope that lives in me
My fear it stops me from my gift
If I would let go my fears would lift
Look to the Light that shines from above
Let in the Spirit, be filled with Love
So write dear pen and open the mind
Let me see Light and not be blind
Please guide my hand to touch your face
Fill my heart with your Healing Grace
For with you my Angel as my guide
I know God's Light will now abide
You guided my hand and my heart it follows
Gliding across paper as a flight of swallows
Let my imagination take wings and fly
As to doubts and fears; I say Good Bye
For my Guardian Angels to do their task
I get on my knees, open my heart and ask
I thank you dear Spirit with all of my heart
You've Blessed me and now I must do my part
written with Love and Light and a Thankful heart;
by Nina P. 8/14/09